. While I was waiting for them to put the cannula in and do the spinal block, I tried to remember some of the GentleBirth tracks. The one that came to mind is that I am going to meet my baby soon and we can do it together. At that I felt the baby kicking inside me and I was reassured.

We didn't know about you for long

It doesn't mean the feelings aren't strong

I think of you and my heart is torn

If we had you she would not be born

The kids are going back to school

And I know they think it is really cool

But for me I can't help but worry

They closed in March in such a hurry

I hadn’t done any research or gotten any support prior to her birth. And I was relying on support that first day that wasn’t there.